I’ve always been racing against time. I think it’s time to stop.
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Happy birthday Thasni! Wow, you are 26 years old.
Who would’ve ever thought you’d reach this age. To 15 year old me, this age felt non-existent. An age I knew would come, but a number too big for me to imagine a reality.
When I look back at this year, I can’t help but be filled with gratitude to my Lord for helping me reach this mental space that I’ve been fighting for so much of my life. I went through so many mindset shifts this year and I want to write about all of them today. But I don’t want this to turn into an essay, so I’ll share with you the one mindset shift that really set this year apart for me.
Life as a race
For as long as I remember, life felt like a race against the clock.
Time always felt like it was running out and I was always trying to catch up to it.
Younger me had a plan of what she wanted life to look like, but she felt like she kept falling behind time. She felt constantly let down by herself, with a pit of anxiety ever-present.
